Day 2 | bigeyesseemore's Blog

Well I don't really want to go into what happened, and why I'm back at two days, and why and how I cut. Because honestly, things like that aren't important. If I can do nothing else, I want this to be like the whole concept of new life being born from ashes. 
But hold this against me, I will not give up trying to get over this. 
This,
Will never get the best of me.

I am better then my habits, my difficulties, and any disorders doctors have labeled me with,
For they are part of me, yes,
But they do not, and will never define who I am.

And right now, I can't say I'm particularly pleased with where my life is.
But, 
I can't help but to look forward to where it's going.

So at this moment, it's the little things.

My uke being in tune, my bed being warm and comfortable, and them having pears a lunch.

And hey, maybe in the midst of all of this, I'll find someone to go on my misadventures with. I can only hope for someone who can put up with me though, haha.

I can't promise everything will be good forever, and that I won't make mistakes.
But what I can promise the one thing I've ever known for sure,
If I'm still breathing,
I'm okay.
"Let's get rich and give everyone nice sweaters and teach them how to dance."