Day 7 | bigeyesseemore's Blog

Well, I meant to post yesterday but just kind of never got to it. So I thought I'd just post this morning and such. I was going to just post a story, but it's weird because I don't know exactly what to say. 
Hi I'm Shannon, come listen to me talk, just didn't feel like a good start haha.
But uh, yesterday was..nice. Everything was kind of lukewarm all day. Does that make sense? Nothing was too bad, nothing was too amazing. Just..lukewarm. I still feel the same, whatever that is. That's another problem, I can't seem to find words for things anymore. I miss being able to do that.
But uh, talked to Millon about my sister a couple days ago, that whole things just tearing me apart at this point. It is my fault, I don't care how many people tell me it's not, that I'm not responsible for what she does. 
This time, it's on me.

But, on a brighter note I guess, I put up these lights in my room. Like their white Christmas lights kind of strung up at the top of my wall..their really quite pretty and I'm happy with myself for putting them up.

Anywho, I can tell it's winter. I'm getting sick of anything that involves working on something I don't care about. I'm going to anyway, but just a thought I guess. 

I don't know, I've been thinking about Chicago a lot lately.

I know I should never go back..

But still.


But uh, here's to one week, I guess.
"It's just medicine."