Day 9 | bigeyesseemore's Blog

Well, I didn't go through with the whole short sleeve thing. I mean, I took my jacket off, picked my books up, and put it right back on..where it should be.
I shouldn't.
I wouldn't.
I couldn't.

Life just doesn't work like that.

But uh, today was manageable. Which was a nice change honestly. Nothing went too horribly bad. Is it bad that I think of this as an accomplishment?

Been on Tumblr a lot lately, I'm kind of a visual person I suppose, so the pictures just mean a lot to me. I looked through my profile or whatever, and it was like everything meant something to me. No faking anything, no sugar coating, nothing. It all was me. 
Which is nice.. and scary all at the same time. 

I feel really calm for the moment. Keep wondering what's wrong, is that bad too?

But yeah, as a whole today was lukewarm again.
I just feel like something is missing.
I don't feel complete.

But that's alright.
"The sun rises slowly, as you walk..Away from all the fears and faults you've left behind."