Day 3 | bigeyesseemore's Blog

Well another day down. I had my writing competition. It was kind of cute watching all the newbies freak out. This one girl looked like she was about to have an anxiety attack so I got to criticize everyone there to make her feel less freaked out.
But honestly that's just me trying to convince you I'm a better person then I actually am.
But the competition went as planned, lame ass day with some lame ass prompts. Nothing too special came out of my pen today. But I'm going on to the next round so I get to do it all over again next month. I'm not really that thrilled, I was explaining to Trey last night that it was all about luck. He told me I was negative, I call it realistic. 
Maybe that's why we get a long.
He's one of those people that I can have an intelligent conversation with from time to time, so it's cool.

But anywho, I figured out what I want to write for this other competition which is totally cool.

So yeah, another day down I guess. Don't know what I'm counting towards, but who cares at this point.

I'm either gonna mess it all up, or wish I did. So I'm just kind of waiting for that.

But my photographer called again and it got pretty intense. He's been calling randomly for the past few hours so I doubt this whole thing is over. But I mean, he know's that once I reach a certain limit I'm not too nice.
So maybe he'll get the message.

I still have this feeling that I just need to do something. Like go clubbing, mess it all up, get drunk, something.
My god this is so boring just sitting here. But then I'm over here telling myself that I'm better then that or whatever. So I'm still here.
Thought I should share that with someone.

But uhm yeah,
Not too much to say.
Another lukewarm day.

"Sweet dreams are made of these. Everybody's looking for something."